"All that a man achieves and all that he fails to achieve is the direct result of his own thoughts" - James Allen

Maybe I shouldn't blog about this.. I am feeling.. Depressed! I took my attempt 2 on the TEAS test and the results were not that great. Definitely not what I was expecting at all. I have been trying to possess all the faith a person can have in the world.. its hard when a HUGE door slams in your face. I want to be a nurse more than anything i've ever wanted before. I know Heavenly Father has a plan for me. I know that. Its just really hard to see past this point in my life. I know I am only 24 and have SO much more of life and things to grow from, but being a nurse defines the very epitome of who I am. I live to serve and help others around me. Its my personality, its what I love to do. Plus I am so fascinated by how the body works, and all the "blood and guts" that I just want to be doing that! Some may think its not a great job. Why not be a doctor? Why you ask? Someone has to be the one to actually follow through with the work. No offense to doctors, but the nurses do a lot of their work. I'm used to it. Plus doctors go to school for forever, and quite frankly I just couldn't do that. This quote is one I stole from Charla's facebook status. So if I want to achieve my goal, I NEED TO DO IT.  I need to possess the thoughts that I can do this, I can do this. I know I can do this. Time will tell. I know that if I don't get into Mohave's program obviously Heavenly Father can see what is best for me. So now I focus on my next attempt at the TEAS to apply at Dixie in July. That's all I need to focus on for now, oh and getting an 'A' in my astronomy class! :) Blogs are great, thoughts get out of my head! Thanks for being listeners. Don't worry, i'll be fine! Appreciate all of the encouragement. I'll start blogging more, hopefully .